On the outside, he appeared to have the perfect life. A loving wife, 3 beautiful children and a successful career. Only he knew what a private hell his life really was. And then he let Sasha into his world and what he saw in hers, made him realize there is more to life than meets the eye and what goes on behind closed doors is often far worse than anyone ever dreams.
WARNING!!! This storyline contains references to sexual abuse as well as self injury. When you see this symbol O then PLEASE be warned the chapter includes graphic language and/or detail! Some chapters are worse than others. If you have been abused, you are an SI or violence upsets you, then you might want to skip these chapters.
Brian only wanted to show Sasha how important she had become in his life. He planned a nice dinner to thank her for everything she had done for him over the past 3 months and prepared to talk a little business with her. He thought maybe, just maybe, they might get to know each other a little better. He never anticipated that something as simple as dancing would reveal a world beyond anything he had ever imagined existed.
Things have been going well between Sasha and Brian. Sasha's sessions with Trevor and Ben seem to be helping her. But just when she thinks she is gaining control of her life, the one person who can upset everything re-enters her life and in one evening manages to derail all of the progress she has made, forcing her to make a decision that could change the rest of her life.
Sasha joins Brian on the road... and so do her problems. Will Sasha's presence put Brian's life in danger?
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Judging by the picture, this is obviously a Brian story. It started out as a visual and before I knew it, I had 25 chapters and none of them were even remotely related to a visual theme! ;) I chose Brian at random when I started the visual. He & Alex only had 1 visual a piece so I opened a picture of each of them in my paint program, closed my eyes and and moved the mouse around the screen. When I opened my eyes, the cursor was pointing at Brian. Why am I telling you this? Because this story is not exactly flattering to Leighanne. I have met Leighanne and I can honestly say she was one of the nicest, sweetest people I have ever met! She talked to my friend and I for about half an hour. I don't believe for one minute she would do or say any of the things she does in this story. It is just another story that came to me in a dream!
02/22/03 Thanks Kim! I'll try harder next time!
1/26/03 To everyone at the Take Time to Dream Awards and to everyone who voted for me- You have no idea how much your confidence in my writing means to me! Thank you SO much for voting Behind Closed Doors as your favorite story!

01/22/03 Chava & Emma made my day when they notified me they had selected Behind Closed Doors as the winner of the Best Brian Story in The Gravity of Love Awards! Thank you so much!!

12/03/02 Thank you to the girls over at Backstreet Lite for voting Behind Closed Doors as the Honorable Mention Winner for Best Brian Story!
9/13/02 Thank you to everyone who voted for "Behind Closed Doors"!
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