Behind Closed Doors

On the outside, he appeared to have the perfect life. A loving wife, 3 beautiful children and a successful career. Only he knew what a private hell his life really was. And then he let Sasha into his world and what he saw in hers, made him realize there is more to life than meets the eye and what goes on behind closed doors is often far worse than anyone ever dreams.


WARNING!!! This storyline contains references to sexual abuse as well as self injury. When you see this symbol O then PLEASE be warned the chapter includes graphic language and/or detail! Some chapters are worse than others. If you have been abused, you are an SI or violence upsets you, then you might want to skip these chapters.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4
Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8
Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12
Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16
Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19 Chapter 20
Chapter 21 Chapter 22 Chapter 23 Chapter 24
Chapter 25 Chapter 26 Chapter 27 Chapter 28
Chapter 29 Chapter 30 Chapter 31O Chapter 32
Chapter 33 Chapter 34 Chapter 35 Chapter 36
Chapter 37 Chapter 38 Chapter 39O Chapter 40O
Chapter 41 Chapter 42 Chapter 43 Chapter 44
Chapter 45O Chapter 46 Chapter 47 Chapter 48
Chapter 49 Chapter 50O

Brian only wanted to show Sasha how important she had become in his life. He planned a nice dinner to thank her for everything she had done for him over the past 3 months and prepared to talk a little business with her. He thought maybe, just maybe, they might get to know each other a little better. He never anticipated that something as simple as dancing would reveal a world beyond anything he had ever imagined existed.

Chapter 51 Chapter 52 Chapter 53 Chapter 54
Chapter 55 Chapter 56 Chapter 57 Chapter 58
Chapter 59 Chapter 60 Chapter 61 Chapter 62
Chapter 63 Chapter 64O Chapter 65O Chapter 66
Chapter 67 Chapter 68 Chapter 69 Chapter 70
Chapter 71 Chapter 72 Chapter 73 Chapter 74
Chapter 75 Chapter 76 Chapter 77 Chapter 78
Chapter 79O Chapter 80 Chapter 81O Chapter 82
Chapter 83 Chapter 84O Chapter 85O Chapter 86O
Chapter 87 Chapter 88 Chapter 89 Chapter 90
Chapter 91 Chapter 92

Things have been going well between Sasha and Brian. Sasha's sessions with Trevor and Ben seem to be helping her. But just when she thinks she is gaining control of her life, the one person who can upset everything re-enters her life and in one evening manages to derail all of the progress she has made, forcing her to make a decision that could change the rest of her life.

Chapter 93 Chapter 94O Chapter 95 Chapter 96
Chapter 97O Chapter 98 Chapter 99O Chapter 100
Chapter 101O Chapter 102O Chapter 103 Chapter 104O
Chapter 105 Chapter 106 Chapter 107O Chapter 108O
Chapter 109 Chapter 110 Chapter 111 Chapter 112
Chapter 113 Chapter 114 Chapter 115O Chapter 116O
Chapter 117 Chapter 118 Chapter 119O Chapter 120O
Chapter 121 Chapter 122 Chapter 123 Chapter 124
Chapter 125 Chapter 126 Chapter 127 Chapter 128
Chapter 129 Chapter 130 Chapter 131 Chapter 132
Chapter 133 Chapter 134 Chapter 135O Chapter 136
Chapter 137 Chapter 138 Chapter 139 Chapter 140
Chapter 141 Chapter 142 Chapter 143 Chapter 144
Chapter 145 Chapter 146 Chapter 147 Chapter 148
Chapter 149

Sasha joins Brian on the road... and so do her problems. Will Sasha's presence put Brian's life in danger?

Chapter 150 Chapter 151 Chapter 152 Chapter 153
Chapter 154 Chapter 155 Chapter 156O Chapter 157
Chapter 158 Chapter 159 Chapter 160 Chapter 161
Chapter 162 Chapter 163 Chapter 164 Chapter 165
Chapter 166 Chapter 167 ö Chapter 168 ö Chapter 169 ö
Chapter 170 ö Chapter 171 ö Chapter 172 ö Chapter 173 ö
Chapter 174 ö Chapter 175 ö Chapter 176 ö Chapter 177ñ

When you see this symbol ñ next to a chapter on the table above, then you will know the chapter is not finished yet. Any chapter marked with this symbol ö contains adult and/or sexual situations. If this sort of content disturbs you then you might want to skip these chapters.

Judging by the picture, this is obviously a Brian story. It started out as a visual and before I knew it, I had 25 chapters and none of them were even remotely related to a visual theme! ;) I chose Brian at random when I started the visual. He & Alex only had 1 visual a piece so I opened a picture of each of them in my paint program, closed my eyes and and moved the mouse around the screen. When I opened my eyes, the cursor was pointing at Brian. Why am I telling you this? Because this story is not exactly flattering to Leighanne. I have met Leighanne and I can honestly say she was one of the nicest, sweetest people I have ever met! She talked to my friend and I for about half an hour. I don't believe for one minute she would do or say any of the things she does in this story. It is just another story that came to me in a dream!


02/22/03 Thanks Kim! I'll try harder next time!

1/26/03 To everyone at the Take Time to Dream Awards and to everyone who voted for me- You have no idea how much your confidence in my writing means to me! Thank you SO much for voting Behind Closed Doors as your favorite story!



01/22/03 Chava & Emma made my day when they notified me they had selected Behind Closed Doors as the winner of the Best Brian Story in The Gravity of Love Awards! Thank you so much!!

12/03/02 Thank you to the girls over at Backstreet Lite for voting Behind Closed Doors as the Honorable Mention Winner for Best Brian Story!


9/13/02 Thank you to everyone who voted for "Behind Closed Doors"!


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