"Sam," He started. "Um…just for my own piece of mind…uhh…you know we, we've been doing this…you know making love an' stuff for a few weeks now. Everything is still OK with you right?"

Samantha smiled nervously. "What? I am not sure what you are asking hun. I am very comfortable with everything we have been doing. I don't have any regrets if that is what you are asking."

Howie pulled his body up so his head was once again even with Samantha's. "I'm glad to hear you don't have any regrets sweetie. I have really…REALLY enjoyed making love to you Samantha. That is not exactly what I meant though."

"Oh? Then what did you mean?" Samantha inquired scrunching her eyebrows together.

"Ummm…well…" Howie stumbled for the words to express his thoughts. "Sam, you know I want to be a dad some day but not right now. I just wanted to make sure…well you know…everything is OK…"

Samantha blushed. "OH! I understand what you are asking now." She leaned over to place a soft kiss on his lips. "Don't worry. You are not going to be a father any time soon. Everything is fine." She kissed him again. "Are you worried hun? I mean if you are…if you want to use some other method than what we are…we can discuss other options. I don't want you to worry."

"I am not worried sweetie." Howie replied kissing her as he traced her cheek with the back of his fingers. He looked into her eyes. "We don't need to discuss another option. You see…" He sighed. "Samantha, I had a dream the other night." He confessed. "You were nursing a child. A little girl with dark red hair. I just had the same vision again and I wondered if it was a premonition or something."

"You had a dream about me and a baby?" Samantha wrapped her arms around Howie and pulled him into a deep hug. She kissed his cheek. "Howard that is so sweet! I thought only women had dreams like that!" She pulled back from him so their gazes met again. "Maybe it was a premonition. One FAR in the future though! I am not ready to be a mother right now any more than you are ready to be a father. You know I definitely want to be a mother, but not right now. I love you more than anything else in this world Howard. I would do anything for you. Anything you wanted. We are still getting to know each other at this point. A baby definitely would not be a good idea right now!"

Howie rolled on top of Samantha and kissed her passionately. He moaned against her lips. "God I love you Samantha. I hope my dream was of something to happen in the future. You are going to make a great mom some day." He smiled as he resumed kissing her. 'I pray I am the father of those kids Samantha. I have never felt like this about anyone before.' He silently thanked God for bringing Samantha into his life.